The realization of the fact that my school only has 450 students is starting to hit me smack in the middle of my forehead. It's not that I didn't know that before, but right now it's just seeming like a much more important detail that I never really thought had much significance before. But it does.
Sometimes I feel like my school has the ability to take inspiration away. It takes the passion that I have for something and grabs it out of my hands. I'm going strong for a few days, and then after the initial excitement has worn off it's as if any energy I had previously for it has completely gone down the drain, and my inspiration is... well...put on the shelf.
Sometimes it feels like there's not enough intensity, or passion, or sense of direction at my school. Instead it just makes me feel tired.
I have to go do my math homework.