Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Have you ever felt that you've been ripped off?

Well If you have, then you know what I feel like right now. Ripped off. I'm searching for a better word to describe this feeling, but I can't think of one.

Dissapointed, Let down, I don't know.

Anyways, that's pretty much it.

I'll get over it.


Monday, February 26, 2007


You see our worried faces
You know our hearts
But most of all you know her heart, you know her inside and out
You know the plans you have for her
You have your hand upon her
You always have

I believe in You
I believe in Miracles

Sunday, February 25, 2007

City of Angels

I watched a movie called "City of Angels" today. It starred Nicholas Cage, and Meg Ryan.

Anyways it was about this Angel falling in love with this lady Doctor. She didn't know at first that he was an angel. And in the end he when she's figured out that he was one, he gives up his "angelness" to become human so that he can "love her" I suppose.
The movie itself was kind of lame.

But it got me thinking about the angels around us. The ones that God promises to watch over us. I know that every night I pray, "Surround me with your angels, cover me with your blood". Sometimes I just wonder how many are around me at one time. How many God has given me to watch over me.

And just those coincidental times in life where it couldn't have been anything but God, and you know it. How many angels were protecting me at that moment in time.

I don't know. It's just cool to think about. What a lovely thing. Angels...

Tuesday, February 20, 2007


What is it in humans that makes them want to feel needed?

Nobody wants to feel inadequate.

Sometimes we end up feeling like it though. Because there's always someone better, someone better for the "job" in a sense.

I kinda feel that sometimes we give people the power to make us feel this way. And I don't think that we should.

There's always gonna be someone better. But God has still given us specific talents, and gifts.

And as long as we're using those gifts to glorify Him, then there's no reason why we should ever feel inadequate...

That's all

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Change is good

Hey guys,

By the way, this is my 50th post. And to celebrate such a momentous occasion I decided to change the look on my blog.

Lol, no. That's not why I changed it. I just decided it was time. Time for a change.

I'm still getting used to it, wondering if I like it, fiddling, playing around

I have a question. Some of the bloggers: kathleen, and I think lenore, and some other people have a cool saying instead of the word "comment" where it shows how many comments you have. Where in my settings to I change the word comments to the a new and improved word. I tried to figure it out, but Alas I am not computer guru.

Anyways help me :D if you can


Friday, February 16, 2007

I'm not feeling good
*cough, cough, sniffle*

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

this, This is me.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

You know what I'm so tired of?

Appologizing for Jesus..

Let me explain. I feel like, as Christians we tend to hold back, to hide behind our beliefs and faiths because we're scared that if we share Jesus with other people we'll offend them, we'll scare them off.

we say, "Yea I believe in Jesus, but I don't want to offend you! Yea Jesus is my saviour, he's everything to me, but that's just what I think, you don't have to agree" And we cower away, scared that we upset them. WHY?? Are we so ashamed of Jesus?

Why is it, that people get offended when they hear the name Jesus. But people can go around the streets professing their beliefs in other religions. Buddaism is excepted, Hindus are praised, Islam is normal etc. Nobody's offended by those religion. Yet as soon as Jesus is pulled out of the little box we like to keep in (Church on sunday, prayer before meals etc) people get mad. It's because Jesus is truth. And truth scares people.

Well, if we keep on doing this, then how are we going to further the Kingdom of God?

I want to be done with this.

Take Jesus out of the box.. He is after all only the saviour of the world.. Or so we say... Right?? Do we really believe it?? If so, then show it

And i'm not appologizing for being bold!


Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Peer counseling

I've been chosen :D I'm excited.

Monday, February 05, 2007


Being friends with someone is not supposed to be so complicated. Then tell me, why is it sometimes? I think one of my biggest pet peaves is when people don't put in any effort into the friendship. When it feels like you're the only one that's keeping the relationship alive.

This has happened to me so many times. It feels hopeless a lot of the time because there's not really much you can do. For instance, it's happening to me right now. And it's not so much that this person doesn't put in much effort, well maybe that is the case, but there's a reason why they're doing it.

I don't know what to do. Whether to forgot the friendship and move on, whether to put it on the shelf so I can pull it back out later, or whether to keep on trying. I know the reason why the friendship is dwindling, but I don't think that I can go up to this person and tell them about it.. It's just not my place.

Anyways.. that is my thought for the day


Thursday, February 01, 2007

So, I suppose I should post again. Considering I haven't posted in a while... but I've been busy you see. I joined this christian forum.. and it's just been so interesting. So my apologies on slacking off on my blogging "responsibilities"

So new semester.. so far it's good.. What do you guys think so far?