Beauty

I'm sure that girls out there will agree with me. It's good to feel beautiful. You know those days where you feel like your hair couldn't look better, you just happen to be wearing your new or favourite outfit, and you woke up this morning with your eyes wide open, ready to face the day with a smile and a good attitude? I love those days. It's the kind of day where you just know it. Nobody needs to tell you so, nobody needs to say, you're looking nice today . And the best thing is that nobody can convince you otherwise. Because You simply feel beautiful.
And that's a wonderful thing. So be confident, feel good about yourself, and feel beautiful, simply because you are, we all are.
That's all
K

Note* This post is for the girls out there that read my blog

I had my first ever Pop-tart today. I know, I know, never having a pop-tart before today may seem like I lived a deprived childhood, but my mom never buys things like that.. lol. This morning my homeroom had a waffle and pop-tart party lol. We had like 3 toasters going, and hotchocolate. We also had icecream, but i'm still not exactly sure why.
But overall, I must say Pop-tarts aren't so bad. I quite enjoyed mine today.
That's all
K

I wish. I wish for a lot of things. And sometimes I wish I could just know what people are thinking. I feel like sometimes I'm playing a guessing game. But feelings are trivial. They change constantly, and sometimes I don't know if i'm coming or going. However, I know it would backfire in more ways than one if I knew what people were thinking.

For one, even as I'm thinking about it now, I realize that it would elimenate relationship among people. Guys would no longer have to tell girls that they like them (or vise versa), You would no longer have to tell someone you're sorry, and you wouldn't have to pay someone a compliment. Because that person would already know.

And you know what? As i'm dwelling on this thought right now I'm realizing that the kind of relationship that we would have with people if we knew what they were thinking is sometimes like the relationship we have with God.

God knows what we're thinking. He knows it before we think it. God knows that I love him. But he still wants me to tell him that. God knows when I've sinned, and I know that he'll forgive me of my sins, but I still have to confront him, and to ask him for that forgivness.
If we eliminated conversations with our friends on the basis that we already knew what they were going to say. Then there would be relationship.

It's the same with God. Without that constant talking, worshiping, and listening to God, there is no relationship with him. We don't really know God. Going to church, reading the bible are things that help us get to know ABOUT God, but the key is actually knowing him, and that comes from relationship.
So I guess to wrap it up. I take it back. I don't wish that I could know what people are thinking.... well.. maybe just once in a while. ;)
That's all

Remember the days of Gorgey guy, and Balcony boy....
Where the time was sad and happy all at the same time. For we knew that it would end soon and that Dancing dude would no longer come back.
Why oh, why we ask ourselves could we have not had a british accent?

Rooooockk Ooon.

Those were the best of times and the worst of times.
Considering we had to work very hard to ditch a certain couple.
Sigh... For I miss those days; looking at old yearbooks in the thick of night, and staring blistfully from the balcony, our eyes pealed for something beautiful.
But, time goes on, and all we have are the memories
And so is the story of Gorgey guy and Balcony boy

*Note: Abi is probably the only person who will get this piece of bunk that I have written. For it was meant to be lighthearted. It is not anything even remotely profound, but I had fun writing it. Enjoy!

.::Culture::.

The crap that we fill our minds with these days is crazy. From T.V. music, internet, advertisements. I feel like anywhere I look i'm bombarded with profanity, degrading women, sexual explicitness, violence, racism.. i'm sure you get the picture. And i'm truely bothered by it.
I feel like this culture has made

• life no longer precious,
  
• it's made true love a joke,
  
• it's made priorities skewed
  
• and made right:wrong, and wrong:right.
  

It's totally contrary to the life God has for us. It's come to a point where to stand up for what
you think is right is looked down upon. People call you stupid, people call you too uptight, people call you too Christian. And you're persecuted non stop for actually taking a stand. It's come to the point where we've become numb to the severity of the situation; where watching or hearing or being any of those things I mentioned doesn't bother us anymore. It's come to the point where people would rather just do it instead of question what it's gonna do to them in the long run.

I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of it all.

Many of you might be offended from reading this, Many of you may be thinking, well at least she didn't quote scripture. But, maybe we need to question why it offends us. Why we can live our lives filling our minds with crap that tears us down, and why we become so uptight when God is mentioned. Because it's so much easier not to be accountable for what we do....

Well. I can't live like this. I gotta break free from this routine. This culture.

Jesus is my satisfaction

That's all..

he'll trade her heart <3 . for a trophy .
put it on the shelf . so his friends can see .
suck it up and be a man.

so tired of waiting. there's no more time to lose.
so give me strength to move on. to Live

but anywhere you are. is never too far away.
there's freedom from your scars the mistakes that you've made.
FORGIVEN.
The memories erased. [Maybe], that's the beauty of grace.

CoLLiDe. Crash into me. CoLLiDe. I want to be. Broken by you. and made brand new. CoLLiDe.

Make .something. beautiful
come. out. of .the .ruins

Superficial. Fake. And fleeting. Fashion statements have no meaning.

Only you make me happy.
Only you make me happy.
Everything will change.
But you remain the same.
Only you make me happy

Shake it off. [whenever i'm on the edge of giving in. ]
Shake it off. [cuz nothing can keep me down when i'm living in. Love with you. So help me God]
Shake it off. [Shake it off.]

all this baggage i've kept around.
make it sHatteR on the ground.
cuz all that matters now. is you!

Cuz i breathe. Just to SHOUT out. and I live. just to SCREAM loud. and your love <3.> now. and i'm not running cuz it's pushed me to the edge.

I will not live in silence

Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah

Lyrics from Kyrstal Meyers c.d. - dying for a heart

Ever want something you can't have?