Thursday, August 09, 2007

How do you describe it when you miss someone?
For me I'd describe it as a hole right in my heart. I want to fill it with that person or people that I miss, but all I have are memories. The better the memories, the harder it is.
I never knew what truly missing someone meant until this summer. Until I went to Germany.
You know what I heard today? I heard someone say that saying goodbye is hard because it makes the situation real. No longer is it just some distant thing that will eventually come, but its present. It's now. And all there is to do is accept that fact. To say goodbye.

But if there wasn't a Goodbye, there would never be a Hello either. If there weren't Hellos and Goodbyes would life even be life? I don't think so.

I'm doing alright. Life.

1 comment:

--kathleen... said...

the worst goodbye to tell is the eternal one. i'm so glad i haven't crossed that bridge yet. some things in life i never want to go through.

but that being said... it still doesn't make goodbye any easier for any reason. goodbyes are always hard.

i had to say a few myself. probably not as bad as yours but still some. ahhh, c'est la vie.